THEY LIED ABOUT ME!!!

A lot of things I didn't say

But they say I said it

Many things I didn’t do

They say I did it

There are more I don't know about

They made it known to you in a shout

I am not worried about them

I am not bothered about what they have told you

My concern is about you who knew me and still believed them

You listened to them; you trusted their words of shame

They reformed your mind to misunderstood me

Your thoughts when you see me is now negative

They made you seize your smile for me

Helplessly wanting to love you, they have made you hate me

I didn't do anything wrong

Neither did I say those things they say I said

Their intentions is to have you misled

I will not hold my truth back for you instead

It is you I know, it’s you I love

Whatever they say about me doesn’t come above

Psalms Of Penitence (2)

For where I have gone wrong

Let it not be where I pay for my wrongdoing

For the sins that are monstrous and I got away with

Let it not be the little ones I pay dearly for

Those lies I thought will put my life together

The lies I thought will shape my fame and fortune

Forgive me those sins that are addictive and seeming uncontrollable

Let not my future be a representative of my past

By the steps I have taken that is similar to it

Let not my present be a definitive conclusion of my wellbeing

If I am to pay for my iniquities

I will come to the world 10 times over and perish at each coming

Without atonement that will suffice for each entering

But I have called out in tearful agony

I have knelt down on ageless burning coal

That YOU should hear me

Hid my plea

Save my soul

I am way past my deliverance....

I am way past salvation

I am due for MERCY.

 

to be continued...

You're Worth More to Many...

Do you know who you are?

Have you even thought of those who want to be like you? 

Those who want to live like you, dress like you and think like you

There are some who smile because they see you

Some derive happiness in knowing you are still alive everyday

Some work so hard because you are a source of inspiration to them

Do you know how many are now helping others because you helped them?

Did you know who saw you and felt loved instantly 

Those who speak greatly of you without knowing your name

Some describe you by your smile and loving heart

You have made Angels direct some to your path

Some are now reaping fruit of love because of the seed of care you sowed in them

No!!! You don't know who you are to them

No!!... You don't know who they are

These are the people you know.... 

Those who call the beauty on your face ugliness 

Those who told you your clothes are now common and you try to buy new ones

The people who leave crumbs for you and make you feel you are worthless

The same people you think have something to give you

You associate yourself with disrespectful minority neglecting the fact that you are great to majority

The very same people who laugh with you at dawn, they make death plans for you at dusk 

Your standard does not lie with how big or successful someone else is

Your existence is enough to signify you are worthy of greatness

You Fear them and they can't give you the air you breathe

Your life is yours as long as it’s yours...

Be inspiring with it. Be genuine with it.

some still pray for the little you have

some still wish they have what you want

because they believe in your choices 

be real. be you.... you are worth more than what people say.

Psalms Of Penitence ... Part 1.

I want to fall down in your presence

I want to gravel at your feet

To feel you gracious unending fragrance

O LORD I want to have your mercy to meet

Your breathlessness is wholesome to my existence

I desire to worship you beyond what defines earth

You cannot change yet you change things that seem unchangeable

You cannot die yet you give life to what is dead

Enrich my soul; feed my righteousness with everlasting grace

My sin has overwhelmed me beyond tears

I have willingly neglected righteousness 

I seek no other means of life than to bury myself in your words

My heart is empty

My vision is cloudy

My goals are aimless

My dreams are void

My feet are lost

O LORD hear my cry

A relentless plea for revival

A sinful soul clamming for survival

I am drowning in the ocean of my regrettable past

I am waiting helplessly in the labyrinth of my non rewriteable present

O LORD hear my plea. Save me. 

My reproach is stench even unto me, let alone you.

I .... am ready to be saved. Hear me!!!! (nakedly weeping) ... 

To Be Continued....

Beyond Life.

Beyond unique

Unfound is the word that describes me

Beyond earth

Unknown is the grounds that fits me

I am crafted beyond the imaginations of the greatest sculptor

Beyond the greatest words that defines mankind

I am spelled by the awesomeness of greatness

Every line that lies on each of my finger

Took a thousand years to make

Every strand of hair on my head was tendered to by time and art

Beyond what your mind believed is beauty

Is the word that soothes only the opening of my smile

What is proven to be a lifetime of happiness by man

Is the very same happiness that is felt in a second in my heart

What has been said to condemn my existence by man

Has been refined, reused for glory to reborn the same men that said it

I have knelt down to whisper jokes to Heaven while others prayed

God has a sense of Humour; He smiled through the winds and waves

He laughed through the strike of thunder and lightning

You see: I am not your average minded man ungrateful

Beyond what is of this earth is what makes me fruitful.

Beyond this life is my love

Beyond this love , is my peace. 

Silence Our Survival

Silence is survival
Those who spoke up
We attended their funeral
Those who look up
We question their countenance
Brethren, Silence, I regret to say, Is survival.
Those who kept quiet
We see them tomorrow night
Those who are granted access to the corridor of power
Come out to tell us we should be calm
Everything is under control
In their pockets we hear the jingling of coins
Brethren, Silence, shameful of me to say, is survival
A friend of mine said ‘’too many keyboard activist’’
The revolution we wage is from our electronic device
I wonder what you will tell you children’s children
When they ask you where you were when The Country was failing
I know what i will tell mine, on my dying bed
Children, silence is survival.
We are here today because we kept quiet.
WE ALL KEPT QUIET!!!
WE ALL WATCHED!!!
*fading voice* we made Silence our survival —

Let Me Grow, Find me Home

Oh! Let me grow

Please let me bloom

I have my heart unwrapped for education

Not this selfless, mindless humiliation

Don’t take me from my home

Where i still weep for what I am yet to know

Don’t take me from my sisters with whom i play tic tac toe

I am fresh out of play grounds;

 Mother is not even done with my growing yet

How will my fragile life cope with your act...?

My dreams are scary enough already

I can’t even tell mother what i dreamt of

Don’t make my existence a living nightmare

I have painted pictures of rainbow over my books

While reading them has brought me endless joy

Let me live, let me grow... i am just a child

I am just a child.