Psalms Of Penitence (2)

For where I have gone wrong

Let it not be where I pay for my wrongdoing

For the sins that are monstrous and I got away with

Let it not be the little ones I pay dearly for

Those lies I thought will put my life together

The lies I thought will shape my fame and fortune

Forgive me those sins that are addictive and seeming uncontrollable

Let not my future be a representative of my past

By the steps I have taken that is similar to it

Let not my present be a definitive conclusion of my wellbeing

If I am to pay for my iniquities

I will come to the world 10 times over and perish at each coming

Without atonement that will suffice for each entering

But I have called out in tearful agony

I have knelt down on ageless burning coal

That YOU should hear me

Hid my plea

Save my soul

I am way past my deliverance....

I am way past salvation

I am due for MERCY.

 

to be continued...