Psalms Of Penitence (2)

For where I have gone wrong

Let it not be where I pay for my wrongdoing

For the sins that are monstrous and I got away with

Let it not be the little ones I pay dearly for

Those lies I thought will put my life together

The lies I thought will shape my fame and fortune

Forgive me those sins that are addictive and seeming uncontrollable

Let not my future be a representative of my past

By the steps I have taken that is similar to it

Let not my present be a definitive conclusion of my wellbeing

If I am to pay for my iniquities

I will come to the world 10 times over and perish at each coming

Without atonement that will suffice for each entering

But I have called out in tearful agony

I have knelt down on ageless burning coal

That YOU should hear me

Hid my plea

Save my soul

I am way past my deliverance....

I am way past salvation

I am due for MERCY.

 

to be continued...

You're Worth More to Many...

Do you know who you are?

Have you even thought of those who want to be like you? 

Those who want to live like you, dress like you and think like you

There are some who smile because they see you

Some derive happiness in knowing you are still alive everyday

Some work so hard because you are a source of inspiration to them

Do you know how many are now helping others because you helped them?

Did you know who saw you and felt loved instantly 

Those who speak greatly of you without knowing your name

Some describe you by your smile and loving heart

You have made Angels direct some to your path

Some are now reaping fruit of love because of the seed of care you sowed in them

No!!! You don't know who you are to them

No!!... You don't know who they are

These are the people you know.... 

Those who call the beauty on your face ugliness 

Those who told you your clothes are now common and you try to buy new ones

The people who leave crumbs for you and make you feel you are worthless

The same people you think have something to give you

You associate yourself with disrespectful minority neglecting the fact that you are great to majority

The very same people who laugh with you at dawn, they make death plans for you at dusk 

Your standard does not lie with how big or successful someone else is

Your existence is enough to signify you are worthy of greatness

You Fear them and they can't give you the air you breathe

Your life is yours as long as it’s yours...

Be inspiring with it. Be genuine with it.

some still pray for the little you have

some still wish they have what you want

because they believe in your choices 

be real. be you.... you are worth more than what people say.