Responsible For Yourself

The human mind crafted with selfless beliefs

Beliefs that gave it a choice of its own

A choice that became a decision

Decision that turned into reality

Regret and reproach seldom apprehends our decisions

I feel sorry for those who gave advice to those minds

‘’it’s your fault i turned out this way’’ blames fired on both barrels

‘’you told me to chose what i never wanted’’

Responsibility becomes an emptiness filled with darkness

A darkness that comforts the mind of the blamer

Thinking his mind would have done better judgement call

For the choices it once had, for the options it once possessed

You gave way to what happened to you

Your foolishness was wisdom to you then

Your trust for another human to make your choices for you

Happened to be the gullibility of you been incapable

Not fit enough to wield responsibility...

You were stripped of the captaincy of your own heart

And handed the role of a janitor in your own life

Your incapacity to control your state of mind

Turned you into a viewer while someone else fine tunes your life for you

 Each of your tears is one night long of a nightmare

You will not wake up to reality until u control your dreams

Until you take responsibility and accept that what happened to you is no one’s fault

But yours and your choices that led to your decision.

Wake up and live on, fight on ... love on

Your heart break is your state of mind

If you have moved on and wise up let that be for you alone.

Correction to your mistakes shouldn't toughen you up

Correcting your past shouldn't make your life a military zone

You are alive for a second chance not revenge plan

You have the right to take control the right to create a new you.

Missing in life but not in Heart (Flight MH370)

Where else to look

Our souls, our minds, our conscience

They say the world is a small place

Where then in it is a big plane

With hearts united across the world

We are running out of tears

Our minds is filled with increasing fears

Prayers are now letters with no postal stamp

Sent to heaven but sank in the depth of the ocean

Where else to look where else to search

Our past, our ways, deep unknown

Endless array of gruesome thoughts

If could be handled but which could be fought

Time and time again each brick that lays a foundation of hope

Sadly breaks and turns into another disappointing clueless slope

The smiles of those helpless souls on board

That can’t be described with ordinary words

I never knew man could still be subjected to a mindless mystery

Where science seems a year old beside long term history

What crime is there to say goodbye to a loved one

What sin is there to wait for arrival of the long gone?

What goes up nature proves must come down

Flight MH370 we are waiting for you in town

Our thoughts of you have increasingly grown

Unforgiven .

They don't want me to shed tears but
They intend to spill my blood.
The house is dusty,
the rails are rusty,
My sights are cloudy.
You can’t have a sight at the scene.
In ur absence they torment me,
What mightiest of them cannot dare in ur presence.
They threaten me; your words of forgiveness cannot strengthen me.
Their conjuring has caught me deep in my sleep
The trap they set for me has caught my feeble bones of innocence
Forgiveness is for the righteous
Whoever said I am righteous
In my silence I have slain those I love
In my quite time i have waged war alongside the demons of hate
They praised my resilience in blood shed
I refuse to engage in any peaceful solemnization

I will not forgive he who shot me down
Right in my prime of glory
I will not forgive he who burnt my offering
Right in front of Baal’s altar
I will not forgive those who plot my death
Same people who watched me at birth
Shaking my father’s hand for he hath a son
I will not forgive those who showed me a toothless vengeance
Gnawing at my flesh and drooling on my veins for survival
I shall not forgive she who broke my heart like China
The broken pieces of it could pass through the eye of needle

Timely Greeting.

The sun is to rise soon
Before it does
Let me say good morning to you
Through the day I will toil with strenght and mind
But I will keep you in my heart.
And if before any other man I sight the moon
I will be the first to say good evening too.

Homely friends

friends that i've lost.
i'll turn the world upside down if i must.
to bring you back to my life at all cost.
your memories were once like a blazin' fire,
burning hatred along with all worldly desire
but in the cause of ur absence it all turned to dust.
Friends,ready i'm to pay the price
and if fate shud cast the discouragn dice,
never will i give up but try again twice.
Losin' you made me empty, renderin' my dreams useless,
makin me feast with unknown faces of horror.
Lost friends i'll find you all. Verily, before night falls.
And when your ears become deafnin' to worldly lies,
you shall hear me call 
and whoever or whatsoever that took you away from me
at the reunion of love and trust shall fall
 we shall remain united while we stand tall.
 I love you all.

A book Unread

A book unread
a knowlegde unknown,
a world untraveled
a discovery unfound.
a man unwilling
a lot undone.
a path uncreated
a brigde unbuilt
a people unknown.
a peace untalked
a score unsettled.
a civilization unheard,
a ground untilt
a plant ungrown,
a food unknown,
a stomach unfed
a drug unreaserched
a disease uncured
a death is certain.
a tongue untamed
a word unheard
a culture unpraticed
a unity at large...
a love unfelt...

The Ending

The smile of a widow
concealed by the grave of love
the laugh of an orphan
fostered by jokes of the new home
The journey of the homeless soul
sheltered by the skies of million stars.